I'm sick of being pushed up against the wall

For once in my life I'm fighting back

And I pray that God will cut me come slack

As I push out and try to live

Lord, give me peace that only you can give

Fogive me if I go against your will

God I just want to serve you still

No matter how hard my life may get

God, I want you to be the center of it

 

Thrown once again into the race of time

Lost in this world with less then a dime

Allowed to rely on God alone

Without Him life would not be known

Father hold me close in your arms of love

And draw me near to your thrown above

Keep me safe within your care

Lord never let me leave from here

Jesus you are my only hope

God give me the strength to cope

With the problems of my life

But Lord please don't allow it to cause me strife

You alone are in control

Help me Father to let go

Of my life and will to surrender only to you

Help me God to be made new

 

Forgive me Father of all sin

Help me Lord to grow within

Your love and joy forever strong

Help me Lord to go on

You're my strength my will to live

Father now I need to forgive

Those who have hurt my soul

God I know I need to let it go

Into the past where it belongs

Where I can leave it with all past wrongs

Out in the sea of forgetfulness

Where once forgotten it is never missed

 

Lord this is my prayer today

Help me now to live what I say

Keep me near Father to you

And help me Lord with all which I go through

 

And now it's time to say goonight

And pray the Lord to bless my flight

Into the darkest night unknown

Where now I am sent so I can be shown

The glory of our Lord most high

Who not a soul can disprove or deny

Is shinning in the darkest spots of where the sin

Is deep and even there His love and glory are seeping in

To fill the lives of those who need Him most

Now I pray and leave it up to the Holy Ghost

To guide me in the way of the Lord and to bless my spirit with truth

For now it is time to go and bask in His eternal youth

 

This brat is now going to disappear

Into the Lord without fear

Of being hunted or raped or beat

For now she is sleeping at her Father's feet

He will protect her from all harm

And hold her safe with His powerful loving arms

                                       4-14-00